At it again

I cant get enough
of you.

I want you to

take over me
enter me slowly
tease me as you
please me.

I bite your lip
as we kiss.
Passion and heat
we both compete

You enter deep
my hips respond
to the notion.
Im already explodin.

One leg up
you goin all in.
Sweatin' and moanin'
penetration sets me off again

We switch it up
my time to please
the earring in my tongue
brings you to your knees

Hands in my hair
Control it when you can
but before you bust
we switch it up again

Face down ass up
just the way you like
pullin my hair
as you hit my spot just right.

I arch my back
Wetness drips down my thighs
that was #6
to me no surprise

I get on top
my hips grinding yours
You bust right inside
Now you ready for more

We get up
take it to the shower
We go at it
3 more hours.

From the shower
to the kitchen
to the balcony
to the bed

6 hours of sleep
and we're at it again.

grown and sexy

just bullshittin around! ;) enjoy!





This one is for the grown and sexy



I just wanna touch it,
if you let me!
I just wana kiss it
and I stroke it a bit
slide my tongue down it
maybe deep throat it


;)


tickle that spot
right under the head

your knees get weak
you fall back on the bed
I seize the opportunity
I climb on top

I slide on down
til u hit my G-Spot
your pulsating and hard
its tight and wet
the girls are bouncing
i say dont cum just yet

I rub the pearl
you suck the girls
I bite my lip
your toes curl
you cant hold it much longer
you grab my ass
spank me, kiss me,
your pumping fast
I release
then you do too...

grown and sexy,
thats just how we do.

catchin' up

its been 18 months
away from you
tryin to get back
crazy missin you

im at the airport
hailing a cab
my body is yearning
I need you bad

Im at your door
my heart is beating fast
you pull me in
kissin me, grabbin my ass

no words exchanged
theres no hesitation
clothes on the floor
time we are not wastin'

pick me up
carry me to the bed
lay me down
spread my legs

no need for hands
your tongue does the work
til my back arches
and my body jerks

kissin my thighs
you almost forgot she's so sweet
pull me closer
til the head and my lips meet

give it a kiss
lick it on down
suck on the rock
let my tongue swirl around

Hands in my hair
you taste so good
suckin and lickin
like ya woman should

back on the bed
legs go over the shoulders
penetrate deep
I moan into the covers

kissin your mouth
your neck and your chest
sweat on our bodies
thats when sex is the best

turn me around
hit it from the back
hand on the headboard
i moan i like it like that

spank my ass
squeeze my breast
pull my hair
my limits being put to the test

you play with the clit
I start to cum
grab your hand
suck your fingers one by one

drives you crazy
you cant hold it in
you bust yours
then we're at it again.

Rendezvous

I know you want this
your smile tells me so
I invite you in
you close the door

I say sit down
relax a bit
take ya jacket off
like somethin to sip?

I head to the couch
im in perfect view
"is there anything
you would like me to do?"

You look my way
I've got nothing on
but a pair of heels
and a tiny thong.

you say "take em off
and lay down
spread em wide,
then scoot down"

"Take two fingers
lick em slow
then spread the lips"
(as he starts to grow)

"Tease the pearl,
she's sensitive I know,
then take two fingers
and enter slow"

"Take your other hand
and massage your breast"
(he proceeds to take off his shirt
and reveals his chest)

"Suck on your nipple
flick it with your tongue,
keep them fingers workin"
(and his pants come undone)

"Take your fingers out
and massage that clit,
your so damn wet
I cant wait to lick it"

"but you go first.
Now what I want you to do
taste her for me
first one, then two.."

You stand up
your soldier is ready
I want you in me
Im breathin so heavy

You walk to me
sit me up
"I want you to taste him
now open up"

I take him in
let my tongue to its dance
to the back of my throat
you say," baby no hands"

As my mouth gives you pleasure
I can taste the pre cum
you then pull out
and say we are not done

You kiss me deep
Im stroking him.
You play with her
You're ready to enter in.

You sit me down
move my legs aside
You kiss the clit
Your tongue starts to slide

You bite her a lil'
suck her a bit
finger me
as your tongue flicks my clit

"I bet she's tight
she's so damn wet
she's sweet too
you got some good shit!"

You lay me back down
say "spread em wide,
hold your legs with your hands
as i stick him inside"

You're in her deep
I can barely take it
pumpin slow then fast
I can cum any second

Im moanin and grunting
damn baby is allyou can say
I tellyou ima cum
and I bust right away

my legs on your shoulders
I'm biting my lip
You feel so damn good
I cant stand it

You start to moan
you're ready to bust
stop to turn me around
"on your ass",you say"its a must"

I turn around
you're smackin and rubbin
bust a good one
and say "Damn thats good lovin"

Him and I

It aint gotta be all flashy
dont have to proclaim it to the world
just know he's my man
and I, am now his girl.

Aint gotta be all in the business
of where we met or how we came to be
Its been a long time coming
After everything, I'm finally happy.

A few know the story
The rest dont need to know
Though we've had our ups and downs
through each step we've been able to grow.

He makes me smile every day
His touch just sets me off
His love embraces my everything
He ignites my every spark.

The greatest love story ever told.
Of me and the love I call _____
You only have two choices now
Love it or like it cos you just cant hate it!

U & Me

On every level
You amaze me.
Never thought
This would be.
Don't know what
You do to me.
Can't think straight
You consume me.
Being apart I almost
can't breathe.
I need you close
Consistently.
But with our circumstances
We cant be.
Not yet,
Not entirely.
We make it work
Absolutely.
Only time will tell
Where we'll be.
Either way our connection
Will always be.
No other has
This effect on me.
To feel you again
Inside me.
Kissing, touching
Between we.
Passion well beyond
Affectionately.
So intense
Its crazy.
Who woulda thought
You and me.
Could have an amazing
Unity.

Dismissed

I see.
I get it.
No need to explain.
Ive already predicted it.

Shit is bad.
Lookin ugly.
Fighting all night.
But, I love you. Trust me.

I really miss you.
Hella bad.
But dont worry baby
dont be sad.

I said I'm sorry.
Im just goin through it.
Ima get through this
Nothin' to it.

I know I leave you hangin'
waiting hours on end.
I swear quality time.
One day we will spend.

So keep ya hopes up.
dont let it fade out.
I said I love you.
Dont have no doubts.

So how long
Should I play the fool.
You're breaking my heart.
And that shyt aint cool.

So why dont I
Just take control of this.
And cut my losses.
This relationship, dismissed.

S.J. Thompson
3/24/11

untitled work early 2010

You invaded my heart
You invaded my head
Try to shut you out
Wishin' the love I had was dead.

How can love
Have you all fucked up
In your mind it feels good
But you're heart is torn up

I gotta somehow let you go
Gotta let you be
Force myself to create a distance
Between you and me

But even if you're out of sight.
Can I get you out of mind?
I been trying to for so long,
It consumes so much of my time.

I know what once was
Will never again be.
I realized who you were back then
And I know you ain't good for me.

So I have to take my heart back
Place it under lock and key.
In hopes that one day a good man
Will come and set it free.

~J

A connection...

We knew of each other
A whole life time ago
Who knew we would connect again
And an attraction would soon grow.

Tho limitations were set
We knew it couldn't be
Yet this attraction
Was stronger than you and me.

Still in the early stages
don't want to assume or predict
But just sail with the wind
As we enjoy the infatuation cruise ship!

Don't ever let me go.
I want to live in his embrace.
Absorb myself in his essence'
Be each others saving Grace.
His words caress my senses,
My vitality is renewed.
To make him my reality,
Is something I must do.

Untitled

I gave you my heart.
10 years.
From the start,
I was all in.

I encouraged your ability
wanted you to feel
More than a Man,
never less,
I did my best.

Would have done anything
You hear me!
A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G
To make you happy,
only wanting in return
for you to love me.

Love me as I loved you
no reservations
no heistations
unconditionally.
But selfishness interfered
guess it was never to be.

10 years,
you bruised my heart
and my body,
with each strike
killing off a piece of
me.

And still I loved.
I believed.
Despite your blame,
and feeling the shame.
That inside, you too loved me.

But as parts of me died
so did my love.
A chill came over my heart
emotion faded to black..
My turn to be on the attack.

Yet all I could do
was protect my heart
I built a wall,
each day,pusing farther.
Survival mode, protecting me.

Soon everyone became my enemy.

So I isolate, surrounding
myself with a select few.
Who never really knew.
Still dont feel safe,yet myself
I cant totally displace.

Now Im in the "process"
Trying to "progress"
pulling myself out of the regress.
Making sure this time my kindness
wont be my weakness.

Im learning forgiveness.
Im evovling everyday.
Hoping one day
I will feel OK..
in my Own.

An ode to my "friends"

Your soft blue color it calls my name

It eases the mind and my stress is tamed

Relaxation takes over my mind and sight

I'm feelin good in the day and the night

When life is too much to handle or bear

I see you and comfort is right there

And when you aren't accessible to me

A bottle of Henny knows where to find me.

He makes me warm and all fuzzy inside

I can always rely and in him I confide.

For you both keep my secrets and never lie

You erase the thoughts of wanting to cry.

My reliable friends how can I thank you?

But to Indulge and partake as I usually do

untitled ( older work )

Sometimes I think I'm crazy
or Bipolar, or skitzo or manic.
I strive to be a perfectionist
and some really think I am it.
"She can cook, she can write,
She can sure bake a Cake"
"she's a 'nurse', she gives advice
Oh she's just so really GREAT!"
"She's a super mom, she's an artist
Man I couldn't do what you do!"
"She's a true friend, she'll always be there
And she's got all the answers too!"
But they don't see the real me
the one who feels so fake.
The one who's been suicidal and depressed
Over stresses she just cant take
Do they see the sad me, the angry one
who just feels like she can't do right?
The one who keeps things bottled in
But let's it flow in her tears at night?

unwriters block.... (older random stuff)

I havent been able to write
So something bust be wrong.
You can tell by how my heart
Is pouring out its sorrow song.

inVALIDATED

I love you MORE than you KNOW
Yet my inVALIDATION continues to grow
I barely have time for myself
Yet my feelings are thrown on the shelf
When we're happy and flowin', we're GOOD
But it's different when you look under the hood
I feel one way , you feel another
It puts a strain, and makes us wonder
You feel like you DO enough
I feel like I do TOO much
I wonder if you ever CONSIDER me
If you try to walk in my shoes and see what I see
But I know what you'll say
" I really have no reason to feel this way"
"What in my life is REALLY a stress?"
"This is the life I choose, so just do your best"
"Theres no reason to always have an attitude"
"That's why I"M always in a MOOD"
"Your never happy and I feel like it's ME"
And thats why I say you will probally never see
So we live our lives incarcerated
Continuing to feel inVALIDATED.

Jermaine (unfinished)

He stood there in his quietness
His dark complected skin
Eyes full of mystery
Lips that could make you sin
His voice as smooth as chocolate
He's calling out my name
And everytime he says it
I always feel the same
I yearn to taste his sweatness
Feel his hands caress my neck
Travel down my shoulder
And rest upon my chest...

Under Cover Lover

My thick, rich dark chocolate lover
It's too bad I gotta keep you undercover
The brown sugar sweetness of our first kiss
Damn baby, every five minutes I reminisce.
Your smooth voice that melts like butter
Makes me wonder what Its like to be yo'lover
Lips as full as a moonlit night
Oh you know we gonna do this right.
Lets take our time baby, no need to rush.
I know this caramel skin you cant wait to touch
We shoulda made this happen a long time ago
But it's all good, we'll just go with the flow
I know I cant give you alot of my time
But in the end, I'll make you mine.
I can guarantee what I got will satisfy
Shit baby boy, It might make you cry.
Naw you know I'm bullshitin' you
But for us to hook up, this we gots to do.
Forget all them haters, let 'em get suspicious
Cuz you and me baby we make delicious!

Mr. Syracuse - My Muse

I cant help it, neither can I deny. I think your fly. I dont know how it happened, I cant explain why, My only response is a "Uhhh Haaa" Sigh.

It is complete, completely so sweet, I must say. You make me feel good, Like nobody could, wont let shit get in the way.

My heart is soarin', my mind is free, tell me how can this be? I love what you say, I can listen all day, to the words you tell me.

Its amazing and true, how much I .. WHEEEW.. I just cant say! Just promise me, that forever.. in my life you will stay.

Me

I live for you.
But I want to live
For ME!
So many years
of being this
Worker Bee.
Working to please he,
Working to please she.
Never to please ME.
I've suffered so much
in this life,
Of ME.
Shutting down
My existence, jus' so
I can BE.
Living the life,
Not meant
for ME.
I'm happy
But unhappy.
You see.
I yearn to find,
Who I am.
The real ME.
The cards are dealt
I suck it up,
Unselfishly.
But behind these eyes,
lies a Fucked up
ME.
Tormented by thoughts,
of what
Could BE.
Thoughts of
ME, being
Happy.

Da Skyy is talkin...

What is it, about it all. I wish I understood, my call. I wish I had piety, instead of craving other, you see. I wish I knew, my devine decree, I wish I wasnt such a novice me. I only want, to be happy, I only want, triumph you see.