Me

I live for you.
But I want to live
For ME!
So many years
of being this
Worker Bee.
Working to please he,
Working to please she.
Never to please ME.
I've suffered so much
in this life,
Of ME.
Shutting down
My existence, jus' so
I can BE.
Living the life,
Not meant
for ME.
I'm happy
But unhappy.
You see.
I yearn to find,
Who I am.
The real ME.
The cards are dealt
I suck it up,
Unselfishly.
But behind these eyes,
lies a Fucked up
ME.
Tormented by thoughts,
of what
Could BE.
Thoughts of
ME, being
Happy.